Home X (ten)

Leave home

to come home

but it (perhaps)
was not-home

and this is not

home-

these are elsewheres

that are heres

these theres

depend on

where you

lay your head at night-

not right
for left or wrong
but left, then
gone and
not home,

the un-home
the no-home,
the unknown-

it vibrates
inside my fingertips
and I am
terrified.